Spiritual Awareness & Awakening
Being spiritually awake and aware is not about wearing special clothes and jewellery, going to gatherings and rituals, meditating five hours a day, owning one hundred and eighty crystals, following and idolising people who present themselves as preachers or experts in this field, and admiring the 'grand' words they use, speaking with 'grand' words yourself, being vegan or vegetarian, always smiling, ignoring the negative or any other action or external representation that is associated with this world. Most of the people who live this way are far from reality and, unfortunately, in many cases unknowingly harmful to society. This is the exact agenda of those who pull the strings.
Being spiritually awake and aware is an entirely internal job, not based on any rules, external decorations, mannerisms, way of speaking, or belonging to any community, but on a deep, intimate connection with the divine truth encoded within each of us. Everyone carries it, and everyone has the potential to be a perfect reflection of the power that created us. When you are directly connected to it, every action you take naturally reflects its energy. There is no need for embellishments to prove anything.
There are tools that help, but they are not the criteria for whether we are awake. They can be a catalyst, and for many of us they are, but we must be careful what direction our relationship with them takes. I also use some of them, but in moderation and without becoming their slave. Almost all practices, techniques and methods that support spiritual growth have been turned into sectarian movements and 'new age' religions, and their true purpose and message have been totally distorted. Unfortunately, most of the driving voices and so-called 'leaders' in this field are absolute charlatans and frauds.
The spiritual path is full of traps. Most people who embark on it fall into them and stay there for a long time, and in many cases, forever. I was their victim too. It was so easy to be fooled. Thankfully, my intuition quickly began to give me clues and hints, leading to a process of secondary awakening that was even more earth-shattering than the first one... and quite unpleasant! I wouldn't be surprised if there are more to come, but I can only speak from the place I am currently at.
The spiritual movement, so popular in recent years, seems quite bright and promising at first glance, when in reality it is controlled by hidden, dark forces that are well aware of exactly how to pull on our heartstrings to make us unconditionally believe we have found salvation for ourselves and humanity. They are very cunning! We think we are becoming aware, but in fact, we are simply moving from one illusion to another.
If you too feel that you are awakening to the truth of your essence or have the desire to do so, I can give you direction and, above all, help you stay on the right path, so that you are not blinded by artificial lights, no matter how bright they shine and how warm they make you feel. False prophets, deceivers, fictional characters and all kinds of other undercover agents are waiting around every corner to divert you from stepping into your true power. You have to be very, very careful, because a person can lose their mind and soul, thinking that it's exactly them they are finding.
I don't claim to have all the answers. I'm not perfect. I'm still working on myself and have so much to improve. Sometimes I feel so confused and mentally unstable that I want to shout from the top of a cliff. My strength is in my ability to quickly transform heaviness into lightness. I never let myself stay down for long.
What I have, which I believe will be very valuable to you, is unfiltered truth and authenticity.
You will receive honesty and care from me, but I will not be your saviour.
Only you can save yourself!
Unlike fake spirituality, truth is not intended to make you feel good.
It is intended to wake you up, truly... and that is often quite uncomfortable.